Bedlam*

[Knightingale]
11.10.09


[Pantomime]
11.10.09

Pantomind
Phantomind

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[My wish]
11.02.09

to stay



The night isn't bad after all.


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[Pain]
11.02.09

Paint

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[Drown]
11.02.09

Drawn

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[Break]
11.01.09

Broke Broken

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[You're arrogant]
10.29.09

so I'm arrogant.

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[ดีก็คือดี แย่ก็คือแย่]
10.14.09


แต่เวลาคิดถึงอะไรที่มันเคยดีๆ เราก็ยอมทำอะไรแย่ๆเพื่อให้มันกลับมา

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[Vary Love and Stable Love]
10.14.09

which one is better?

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[A Child]
10.14.09

is still wishing for the thing that'd never be real.

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[I silently pray before I sleep at night]
10.10.09


That I will be able to wake up the next day

and no one esle will die.


I silently pray before I sleep at night

 
That I can protect my reality.


(Ano Yo de Batsu wo Ukeru Hodo: Enough to be Punished in the Other World)

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[I'm not here today]
10.10.09

Would you like to make an appointment?


[Pardon?]
10.10.09



[We are the same species,]
10.10.09


yet sometimes I don't understand what all of you are saying at all.

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[Tainted]
10.07.09

The painting is tainted with tears,

and it's beautiful.

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[Easily, Painlessly]
10.07.09

How can I end it?

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[LOL...]
10.07.09

maybe i'm not a good observer
coz I get bored with some kind of things so easily.

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[Nightingale]
10.04.09

Nightingale
Sing us a song
Of a love that once belonged
Nightingale
Tell me your tale
Was your journey far too long?

Does it seem like I'm looking for an answer
To a question I can't ask
I don't know which way the feather falls
Or if i should blow it to the left

All the voices that are spinnin' around me
Trying to tell me what to say
Can I fly right behind you
And you can take me away

(Norah Jones)

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[Knowing it has to end,]
10.04.09

We started.

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[I keep those things]
10.04.09



so I can tell and proof it really happened, in case you forgot

...and maybe me too.


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[Those Happy Songs]
10.04.09

still cause the pain in my chest





How can I maintain those things that is never real?


No trace, no proof,

Yet lingering.

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[Really]
10.03.09

I will be a fool, if it can keep your smile.



Happy Birthday.



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[Pale, Vivid and Grey]
10.01.09

in a world full of vibrant color and without you


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[A World full of vibrant color]
10.01.09

But without you


(Dolce)


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[Pledge]
12.10.08 / 10.01.09

My existance in your world


.
.
.


So please...


Don't erase my existance from that world.


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[Grievious clown is still living in a world of fragile things]
09.27.09

but I guess I love him after all.


[I'm trying to feel]
09.27.09

the speck of heart in the air.

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[A walking corpse]
09.24.09

A living doll

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[You can't live alone forever]
09.24.09

, yet no one will understand what you do.

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[Will that child be alright?]
09.19.09

I hope he won't be left alone...

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[Childpray]
09.19.09

and the wish couldn't be granted...

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[Until the day]
09.18.09

I can only generate numbers.

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[That is our tale]
09.17.09

So magnificent,
though as tiny as it is.

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[I'm sure I'll be a man]
09.17.09

who craves and yearns for our days
in this isolated paradise we once shared.

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[Childpray]
09.16.09

and I'd never wish for anything more.

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[Strawman Proposal]
09.12.09

Please believe my propaganda

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[Information as a weapon]
09.12.09



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[The dream is becoming more nonsensical everyday,]
09.10.09

That I forget what I was dreaming about.

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[Life is but a dream,]
09.10.09

but a dream is suffering.

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[I will be a fool]
09.07.09

if it can keep your smile.

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[Humans are]
08.27.09

shining in their struggles.

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[พบชั่วสบตา  จากไปไม่ลา]
08.26.09

Meeting in a glint of the eyes,
Leaving with no goodbye.


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[Maybe It's Beautiful*]
08.17.09

Maybe I just like it simply...

Drop by and say hi,
Talking about little simple things,
Leaving with no goodbye.

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[God must be bored]
08.13.09

so he killed himself a while ago.

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[Escape*]
08.11.09

To somewhere there's no me.

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[Don't believe my lie]
07.30.09

You know you're gonna make me cry.


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[I dreamed that]
07.30.09

I dreamed that I dreamed that I dreamed that...

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[Until the day]
06.15.09

He can only generate numbers.

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[Armageddon Scenario]
05.13.09

How does it feel to lose your world twice?

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[Killing Heidi]
03.29.09

Feed the tree you love.


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[Why everyone talks so much...]
03.04.09

I think I can't hear what they say anymore.

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[Promising is A Lie]
02.16.09

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[Defenestrated]
01.2x.09

Throw it on Alvaro's head.

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[Through the Looking-Glass]
01.14.09

and what Alice found there.

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[Lots of Flamingos are in the sky!]
12.31.08


Just reach out and catch one.

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[Silently, I call your name]
12.24.08

and realize how beautiful it was.